As harsh as my title may seem, this #MyLookMyWay post summarises my mood over the past few weeks. You know when you’ve simply had enough of going around in circles, you’ve had enough of fake family ties, people that waste your time, men who say they want the best for you yet demonstrate behaviours that say something extremely different, enough of working hard yet taking baby steps; then taking 10 backwards to only take one forward, tired of all the negativity on TV, on the Internet, on the radio, in the newspapers, tired of fake people,tired of bone idle people, tired of rude people; just simply tired of people. Full Stop.
Angst and the feeling of rebellion, getting away; moving far away and never coming back because the truth becomes just too much of a hard pill to swallow. I just want to feel that my efforts will not have been in vein, that a chunk of life hasn’t been wasted ; that it wasn’t all for nothing.
This outfit represents a harsher side to me; the side that says f**k your feelings and f**k love. It represents the darker side of myself; the side that has come out more recently because I’ve had enough time to fight through the hardest periods of my life and now feel like I know who I want around me, who I will forgive, who I will embrace and who will never have an entry point to my life again.
Who knew an outfit could represent so much….