Isn’t it one of the wickedest things you can do to yourself? Like life isn’t full of challenges already; that voice in your head can try and ease out all the positive words and fill your head with negativity.
Earlier this week, self doubt was plaguing me, I was even having nightmares about things going wrong and my forseeing bad things happening and the stagnation of both myself and my brand.
To be honest, the past four months have been phenomenal, somehow with little sleep and a mind full of tons of information bytes per minute, I’ve managed to appear on TV, appear on radio, reveal some trailblazing individuals/talents on my site and also cement the direction of my brand.
However, I have in turn allowed my emotions to dampen my moods, I’ve allowed the circumstances that; try as I did try to change; temporarily blur my vision and my goal. I’ve allowed the things that I can’t erase weaken me and hinder my movement. I’ve paid too much attention to the naysayers and the ones who really couldn’t give a toss about how my site is doing and forgotten about those who have always had my back.
Let’s just say, monents like these; you knowm the ones of deep reflection are pretty powerful. I’ve been tested these past few years, oh how I’ve been tested and yes I admit, a vast amount of these tests have been brought on by my own actions, my own mistakes. However, part of it has been down to things outside of myself.
One thing I do know is that I’m very strong, both mentally and physically and I’ll be damned if allow negative thoughts or self doubt to permanently weaken me.
Yes, challenges do come thick and fast and yes, I do have high expectations of myself and partially feel that things should be at a more advanced stage. However, I choose today to remind myself that I’m doing the best I can do and I’m working each day to be a better, bolder and wiser version of myself.
I’m extremely proud of In-spire LS and the steps that myself and my team have taken without any financial support or influence from anyone. You’ve heard of the saying ‘slow and steady wins the race’. Be sure I’m winning because I never ever planned to come and lose.
Today’s look is one of my faves. The rock chick inspired dresses are quite the trend at the moment so trust me to get onto my favourite online outlet Ebay and grab myself this stunner. It only cost me £6.99 and was worth every single penny.
My boots are a recurring feature on this blog but what can I say knee highs go with so many outfits. Public Desire are quite quickly becoming one of my favourites and was £39.99. Check out their website to find many more variations/styles.
My sexy shades are lush and was only £12.00 from River Island and are still available in stores so grab yourself a pair when you get the chance.